happy.

resigned. happy. poor. sad.





fat. sad.





rest. happy.






tired. happy.






pissed. pissed.








i'm getting back with my old life..my life to how it is supposed to be..happy. crazy.

buset pag may katabing feeling!..

aus ang mood ko knina pag upo ko dito sa harap ng computer e..aus n xe maggan naman sa skul..tpos wala namang problema..tpos biglang may epal..galing mambola sa phone o..over the phone nambobola..

Shehth!..

la na..largest na to e..can't make any larger..

anyway..moving on..this week has been both fun and hassle..let us not dwell more on the hassles i'v had for the week as all of them are all my fault basically..if not, i have overexaggerated things..there are just a few anyway..

moving farther on, i had a very fun saturday with the rest of the family as it was jelai's bday..we're all there including tito jun's family who have just arrived from SA..friends have arrived..my bestfriends aren't there..well because they are really not for saturdays and sundays events anyway..going back, it was relly fun because i saw how happy jelai was..she had the bday she was wishing to have..ofcourse as a kid that's something..but for us adults we may think of it as a waste of time and money..as for me..as long as i see her happy..i'm happy..

there were people who i never expected to have enjoyment in such occasion..

my sunday was really tiring as i went to the office and then rested during the day..i wasn't even able to send lola and tita and tito jun off as they were heading back to cavite that day..

monday, it was fun..no classes so i rested..then i finished the tasked given to me for the newsletter..

tuesday was a bit heavy..basically because of the overexaggeration and because of me being unable to understand things that are supposed to be understood just so to avoid lengthy conversation..i don't know..it just went on and on to my mind that i kept reasoning out for my point..and i kept questioning every statement which was intended to explain what has happened..it's a matter of me being egoistic that i can' accept such explanation..i feel that i have to reason out..i feel that i should question..i feel that i should ask..at the end of the day, i was the one left to concede..which apparently, turned everything upside down..the end that i was expecting indeed ended the conversation but not in a favorable manner as i wanted to..now, i had to deal with it..anyway, what's done's done..what's said's said as i usually advise..maybe i just needed to let time pass..took my off from work..rested..slept good..watched death note 3..amazingly nice..

(maayus din ang lahat)..(may nakuha din pla kong matino k jayjay)..

wednesday..nothing happened..kalamado lang..actually, this is when we had the conversation..boom!..it's done..went to the oiffice..done the usual..saw him..with her..flirting..nice..haha!..don't know what's with them..but i hate seeing them..bitterness?!..maybe.

thursday..here at the office..with the same stupid person i last saw before i left this morning..

having a fight with somebody over the phone..such pathetic thing to do to think you're using phone in the office..( nambobola..nasupalpal..)..halata e..pathetic!..

hoping for something good tomorrow!..:D

i have the bestest pals around..

boarding at tiende..

last friday , had a night out with angel, my newest best buddy..went to teriyakki boy to have dinner during our lunch break,,mind you,,we were just supposed to buy crisps sa mercury sa tiende..etong angel biglang nagyaya kumain..what can i do..join..eat!..it was relly fun..we bought cotton candy..end of the story!?..over break!..Zussette had to log us out of phone to avoid long over breaks..

Sunday was the happiest..

I felt I was back with my own self..after all the rigmarole i've been thru..i'm back with the self i really..as a matter of fact trruly!..truly love!..i was with my friends..we saw a movie..my sassy girl..which although i haven't watched the korean version, chul was very very nice trying to give me the best comparison of the two..wala lang..i felt really good..

i hope all turns well..if not..the same as this feeling..calm and happy..

crazy me..

should i consult a specialist..like..i always feel weird things..i think of unusual things..sometimes it gets so irrational..my way of thinking gets so unreasonable..i can't accept that i am the one acting so weird but i know i am..


i'm pissed..really!..

like i am super irritated..to myself basically..

extreme exhaustion at its best..

we are done..done with the seminar!..it was so exciting that i was not able to sleep at all..whatever..it's not excitement..maybe it was the fact that i was so tired..i could not sleep. sometimes when we are so tired we tend to forget how to relax..that's the irony of it..we are tired yet we tire ourselves more by thinking of how things are gonna work..when by fact, we can't do anything to avoid circumstances which are bound to happen..


anyway..we were the first..not losers by the way..we were good..we did well..we were prepared..during the beginning of the event there are just a few things which irritated me..part of being tired completes the whole actuality of it..moving on..there were comments..that i did not care about at all..anyway those are just comments that other facilitators should improve on..i mean..were done..its for us to improve..but when!?..not within the next eight months!?..so..i would rather focus on the picture that indeed today..i was happy..i was existing..i know what is happening..i was really happy..i must admit..


the irritating behavior seemed to have just disappeared..


anyway..i am about to sleep..this is the real rest i should be having after a straight 48 hours oad of shool-work activities..

this past 2 days have really been so exhausting that i feel i lack air..but it is special..self fulfilling maybe..

hopefully things are gonna get better..happier i presume..

i hate this!..

i'm having it again..i am having the most severe and worst state that i get whenever i am really preoccupied with a lot of things..

symptoms..

first, i isolate myself..i feel i don't belong..i feel i don't know things..so i prefer to be alone..

second, i fight with my friends..i create arguments..i make them mad..i cry..

third, i feel useless..i feel that i should have shown better performance than that of what peopl are expecting from me..

fourth, i stop crying..don't cry again..and feel numb..

this is the worst behavior i have..when..like i said i am so preoccupied..if you tell me that i should drop at least one of things i am thinking of..i'm sorry..i feel that i can't..so i won't..now that i know my responsibilities..it's not that easy to think about myself..it would not be easy..that for a fact i know..

nobody will understand..nobody would want to understand..nobody cares..

:(

pangshout out..kaso maxadong mabigat..

andito ko kasi anajn ka..tpos mawawala kdin..ang gara mo pla..

tired..

so many things to be done..in so less time.i lack time..i am the only person who lacks time..for others they would say we have ample of such..to me..there isn't any that i consider free..


drama..


ang gusto lang naman sabihin e matigas ang keyboard sa shop na to kaya nauubos oras ko pagpindot sa isang letra..anyway..masaya ang first day..andun c abat..mtinding pkinigan nanaman..pero in fairness madaming alam un..kaya aus naman..


nga lang..may assignment..walang buk..ternet..ternet..badtrip..anyway ulit..umuulan..malamig..


sa malamig na panahon..ang keyboard hindi bumabaon..puro alikabok..yak..gotta go home..now gotta go..gotta..slip again..for tonyts shift..


kawaii tomo-chan..suki desu..

tpos kang apro ka!..

haha..masaya lang..tpos na xe c apro..ibig kong sabihin e..pinirmahan nadin nya ung experimental reports namen..na ipinagpaliban niya nun thursday xe nagiinarte sya..feel niyang umarte kea imbes na tarsdi pa kme tpos e naudlot ng konte..naging monday..buti naren kahit pno nabawasan alalahanin..law nalang..xe ba naman..15 lang daw ang pumasa sa finals..14 sa section namen at isang irreg..tignan naten kung mka15 ako..cnb xe ni rose knina kung sinu sino e..



1. irreg (apprently, hindi ko kilala)
2. rose
3. ram
4. fery
5. ian
6. quisa
7. glofel
8. macky
9. uhm..nine...ahhh...nine...



di na kya..gang eight lang e..basta..15 cla..nalulungkot ako kasi hindi kme kasama..at least wala kahit isa smen diba..hehe..in sickness and in health kme e..haha..di exam sa wednesday..ble..removals daw..either maka tres kme o bagsak kme sa obligations and contracts na sa kinamalas malasan e kay Valle kme napunta..sbi ng iba mabait daw..di halata e..di namen pancn..pnu lageng absent..didiscuss ng onti..tpos next meeting quiz na..nagmidterms nga di ko alam e..buti inulit..hehe..aun..tipong sa loob ng isang sem tila naka 3 times lang ata sya nagturo..kasama na ung mga panahong absent ako..



2.0 nga pla ko sa experimental psychology na 5 units..ayos na sken un..kaso lang..mei mga 1.75 na late naman lge sa experiments..bakit gnon!?..sgutin nyo nga!..bakit gnon!?..tell me..hehe..madaya pdin..kahit naman ata kninong klase walang fair na grade para sa lahat e..minsan..nakakakuha ka ng masyadong mataas para sa pingtrabahuhan mo..minsan naman sobrang baba sa ineexpect mo..at bakit ka nageexpect!?..ksi nagexert ka ng effort..hindi naman un tipong "bahala na si sir..lge naman akong absent" na case e..may effor ka..todo todo..tpos meron pang mas mataas sayo na alm mong hindi na deserving..totoong sa college..kanya kanya na..wla nan competition..walang pkielamanan..ung grade mo..grade mo lang..ung grade nya..kanya lang..kso..pnu nga kung kagaya sa sintang paaralang kahit sa maliliit na grades nagkakadugaan!?..anu un!?..plageng swertihan na lang kung mataas mkuha mo..malas mo pag mababa ka..gnon!?..mukang tanga..kea hindi ako naniniwalang ang graduates ng pup mga excellent sa kniknilang mga fields e..meron nga akong kilala graduate ng hrm tpos nagwwaitress lang sa isang restaurant..sabagay kalinya din naman ng tinapos niya..kaso..wala nabang iba!?..isipin nyo..kung gnon kacompetent ang mga taga pup..bkit sya magchchcga sa pgiging waitress na below minimum pa ata ang sweldo!?..e xe nga..sa skul pa lang..ganyan na tau namulat..swere na lang ntin besfrens..kasi tau..narerealize ntin ang mga bagay bagay..walang pwedeng manumbat sten na hindi ntn deserve ang mga grades natin..xe..compared to anybody else..hindi naman sa pagyayabang..pero tayo ang higit na deserving s mga nkukuha natin..kung sa effort at effort rin lang..panalo tau..at!..kung sa mga natutunan rin lang..sigurado marmi tau..dba!?..ain't it great sbi nga ni kae..hehe..aren't you proud!?..ako oo..am proud of kae..of chul..of owan..of aianne..syempre..of myself din..haha..an lagay ba e kau lang!?..

sagot..sagot!..

ble..sinagot nan butihing si apol ang aking message sa friendster..eto ang message niya..

eh kz d p nia alm... and hnd po sainu un... wala aqng nrrmdaman n guilt about sainu dhl alam ko ang totoo.. about sa la salle.. pinagiisipan ko p.. dhl gsto ako ilipat ng skul ng father ko.. issue p b pag lilipat ko sa skul... oo may sama ako ng loob sainu.. pero d q cnsb sa mga classmates ntn yan.. alam ni shiela yn... pero hindi ko aaksayahin oras ko para awayin kau.. duh... about sa work.. nagresign na dn ako.. kasi d kinaya ng katawan ko.. at ayaw ng father ko.. well good luck sainu.. lapit na kayo mag graduate.. kung may sama kayo ng loob sakin.. well magsosorry ako.. kung may nagawa man akong mali sainu sorry dn.. alam ko meron lalo na ky aiane.. bsta.. sana lng dhl ngaung wala na ako dyan.. sana nmn matahimik na pangalan ko dian.. salamat sa pg messge m..

eto pa..

lam mo jheng unfair lht ng ngyri eh.. wala akong kalaban laban.. di ko to gngwa pra magmalinis.. ang akin lng pra alam nio side ko.. lam mo never akong ngopen ng mga lumabas n issue sa mga kaklase ntn kz if my tampo man ako sainu.. ky xhi or ky khevz ko ssbhn yun.. about sa kiss sa pool... di ko nga maalala n ngsb ako na gnon.. or my ngyring gnon... kung may kasalanan man ako.. eh yun ung sa mga pagseselos ko kay aiane about ky khevz.. kung may sama ako ng loob sainu.. ky owan un.. kz my gnwa sia non.. n d q ngustuhan.. alam ko may ngwa akong mali sainu non n d ko nppnsin.. well im sorry.. d q to gngwa para mgng ok ako sa grupo nio.. unfair lng pra sa kin n wla akong laban.. pngttnggol ko lng srili ko.. kayo na bhla kung sino pni2walaan nio.. pro never kong gnwa yun lalo na ksma c khevz sa issue...

eto pa..eto pa..to pa o..

lam mo jheng.. sa lht ng lumabas n issue about me na cnra q kau.. nagulat ako doon.. kung sa tingin nio totoo yun ok lng.. simula ng mag li lo ako sainu.. si xhi lang pinagsasabihan ko.. kung may sama man ako ng loob sainu.. kay owan yun.. bsta may gnwa sia na nasaktan ako.. ok lng n pniwalaan nio sila.. alam ni xhi ang lhat.. d q to gnwa para maging aus ako sa grupo nio.. gsto ko lang iexplain ang side ko.. kz unfair eh.. wala ako dian eh.. kht ppno nmn kilala nio ako..oo may ngawa akong mga wrong move habang nsa grupo pa ako.. ung nagseselos ako kay aianne.. and about sa kiss na sinasabi nila... wala akong naaalala na gnon.. never kong ggwin un.. lalo n ksma c kevin don.. mraming lumabas.. wala akong laban.. bhla na kayo kung san kayo maniniwala.. basta ako.. alam ko wala akong gngwa sainu.. dhl ngng masaya ako sa grupo nio.. despite sa mga ngyri..

nu sagot ni jeng?!..to..to..

kung feeling mo unfair apol..un din eksakto ang nafeel namen..hindi din kme guilty kasi wala din kmeng ginawang masama sau..alam mo yan..matino pkikisama namen sayo..hanggat kaya..iniintindi ka namen..kahit nung mga panahong pinagseselosan mo c aiane..tanggap ko ung sory..pero..gang ganto na lang siguro tlga..hindi din ako magsosory..wag mong dagdagan ung galit mo smen dahil sa ayokong magsory ha..intindihin mo na auko kasi alam kong wala kmeng ginagwang masama..at wala kmeng ginwang masama..saying sory is as good as saying na may ginawa nga kme..gets!?..nkakalungkot lang kasi nga pti c kevin apektado..e sa totoo lang wala namang problema kay kevin..kung alam mong wala kang kasalanan..fine..alam din nameng wala kmeng ginagawang kahit na ano sau..para alam mo..c jade ung nagkwento smen non..cgurado sya sa kwento niya so hindi mo talga kme masisisi kung ganon na lang din ung tampong naramdaman namen sayo..kasi nga feeling namen nagpakabuti na kme sa pkikipagkaibigan sayo..gudluck din sayo..sana makahanap ka ng friends sa la salle na hindi kagaya namen..ung mas maiintindihan ka pa..nangyari na lahat ng nangyari..nagalit na lahat ng nagalit..smen wala na..tpos n e..kung magkita kita man tau..ok na kme..masaya na kme..alam ko masaya ka na din..nagmessage lang din ako para iclarify sau na nagtampo kme dahil sa ilang mga bagay..para alam mo lang..kung sinasabi mong dapat walang ipagtampo..fine..then let's all move on..we'll see you when we see you..tpos na to..gudluck sa buhay mo..magiingat ka..:D

ayan friends..wala daw syang kasalanan..uko na..di ko gusto mkipagaway..di nia naman magegets pag nagpliwanag pko nan mahaba e..kasi nga wala daw syang kasalanan..WALA SYANG KSALANAN..i repeat..WALA SYANG KASALANAN..one more time..WALA SYANG KASALANAN..

makagawa na nga ng mga kailangang gwen..busit..:D

koike teppei profile..

hehe..ngaun ko lan naicp na ang cute pla talaga ni teppei..c yamapi..gwapo..c teppei...cute..aun..sya ay..

isang capricorn..

ipinanganak sa osakasayama, osaka..

tga burning productions sya..

kabbday niya lang last january 5..

ble nag 22 sya non..

1986 kasi sya pinanganak..

meron syang partner..duo kasi cla..c eiji wentz..na kaya pla pmilyar ang muka e kasma din sa gokusen 1..

dahil cute syang bata..nanalo xa sa 14th junior super boi contst..grand prix winner..

nung high school sya sa osaka furitsu national high school sya nagaral..

pero nagtransfer sya sa hirokoshi high kung san nagaaral din sina yamapi..yuu shirota..saka toma..tpos may isa pang taga KAT-TUN..

sa gokusen 2 sya tlaga sumikat pero ang debut mya as drama actor ay sa tentai kazoku..

ung panglan nya pla..galing sa manga na pborito ng tatay niya..

tpos ung buhay niya..kasi umalis sya sa knila para ipursue ung dreanms niya..naimanga pla un..ang title..bokura no ibasho..

tpos..may movie din xa..na tungkol sa comic duo sa school nila..ung babae matangkad..tpos ung lalake maliit..si teppei nga yon..tpos..aun..may love angle..kaya ang title..love complex..

sa ngayon..yan plang ang alam ko..ai..mei movie pla syang nlalapit nan ipalabas..ang...KIDS..

one person in the world...

sabe nila there's really one person in the world who looks exactly like you..eto na nga ang patunay..tindi e..malay ko bang makakakita ako ng taong kmukang kmuka ni ash..carbon copy e..tindi talaga..kaso eto ay..lalaki..hindi bading..kitang kita naman..mei syowta..haha..

lozada lozada..bkit panot ka!?..

hehe..panot si lozada e..pero maputi..nantokwa talagang experience ko kahapon o..pnu ba naman..aun nga nagyare..ble darating daw si lozada..kaya inutos ni guevarra..ang aming presidente..na ikansela ang psk..ang dahilan..kasi daw mei bomb threat..kaya pagdating ko ng mga 11 sa skul..bitbit ko malaki kong katcha bag..na may lamang lab reportsd na ipapasa ng araw na yon..e un na naabutan ko..xempre dahil hayup c apro..nandon xa..kaya nagpumilit akong makapsok para maipasa ko ung lab report ko..magulo..ang gugulo ng mga aktibista..parang tanga..kawawa pa ung dalawang batang iniwan nung tatay Smen sa labaas dahil mei anak pa daw sya sa loob na kukunin..nakakatawa..nakakainis..nakakalungkot..stressful talaga..nagproblema pa sa besfrens..na xempre..ayos na..kaya sobra ung araw kahapon..tuloy pag nakakakita akong ng grupo ng tao s hindi tamang lugar napapatnong ako kung ano yun e..kung rally ba..nakakapraning na..may duguan pla don..nung nbukasan ung gate..nakita ko sa news..at!..nkita ko sarili ko..sheth puseth tlaga..nakakahiya e..nhihiya ako sa sarili ko..mukang tanga e..

saka pla..ang wiwirdo ng mga kaklase ko..aun mga plastik ever pdin..tama nga n magpakapassive na lang..tutal naman sila naman un may masamang nagagawa e..hindi naman kme..khit pa pagisipan nila kmeng lima ng masama..malinis naman ang budhi namen..at alam nameng wala kmeng ginagawang pang aagrabyado sa iba..kung meron man..cguro..kapanahunan ng matinding pagjojoke un..pero hindi para mangapi ng iba..mangsalbahe..saka at least..pag kaharap namen clang lahat hindi namen kailangan magpretend n ok kung hindi ok ang mgma bagay bagy..ung kasiyahan namen pag masaya kme..puro..malinis..hehe..

saka to pa pla..neong araw lang..naisipan kong iview ang friendster ng tinaguriang prutas na ligaw..eto ang nabasa kong shoutout nia..

"if hating me makes you happy... go on... won't hear anything from me.. as long o know what i've done to you... you know who you are... be happy with your life.. coz i am happy... thank you for making strong... i've learned alot.."

..gulat ako..saka natawa..eto mismo ung nakapost na shoutout..nicopy ko lng..kea naisipan kong magmessage..ng gnto..

'good thing you learned a lot..kme b ung tinutukoy mo!?..not out of guilt or anything ha..xe..kme lang ung last na nagalit sau..sa pagkakaalam ko..di naman namen alam ung nangyare sau after mu magdrop e..kung kme man yan..di mo rin kme masisisi kung bakit madali kmeng naniwala sa mga narinig namen..madame din kmeng natutunan gling sayo..sa pkikisama namen sayo marami kmeng natutunan talaga..nagwowork knb!?..gudlak!..babalik ba kau ni kev sa skul!?..kelan!?..maglala salle kb talga!?..sbi xe ni kev nun nagkita kme nun bday ni karel hindi daw e..gudlak sa buhay mo..sana ung mga natutunan mo iapply mo na..don't commit the same mistakes..'

ayan ang cnabi ko..dumating na kasi c ninang e..nagchat cla ni tito..madrama sya nuh..nakakatawa..ung isa niyang friendster di ko maview kasi naka private profile..e dinelete ko na sya..aun..napaisip tuloy ako kung anong laman nun..meron bang tungkol sten..anyway..let's be passive..let's be a little more understanding..coz that fruit would always be like what she was when we're still friends..di naman sa pinangungunahan ko ang buhay niya..pero that's reality e..ganyan na siya..tayo ung hindi gnyan tayo ung may tamang pagiisip..tau na lang ung dumistansya..tau na lang ung magpakabuti para sa kanya..haha..

gooooooooood mooooooooorning!..

malamig..may pasok..may exams..finals..bdtrip..these days parang lge akong kulang sa oras..matutunganga ako ngaun masyado..mapagisip..o hindi talga ko nagiisip..kala ko lang..ksi nga nakatunganga ako..anyway..paggising ko..tkot nanaman ako..ang weird..kasi parang may masama akong panaginip na hindi ko maalala kung ano pag gising ko..weird talaga..maaga ko nagicng actually..pero 7:30 na halos sa orasan dito sa kwarto ni trisha..aun nga..andito pkong cavite..may apro ng 10:30..at may exam..wala akong alam..wala akong leakage..di ko alam..hindi ko ata inintindi nung nagkukuhaan ng leakage..chaka hindi ko dala dito ung previous exam..di ko alm gagawen..basta takot tlaga ko pag gising ko..sobrang wirdo na..kala ko maghinaw lang..pero ung tubig na pinanaligo ko..mainit..pero gnon pdin ung pkiramdam..magulo..masakit sa ulo..

pero..aus lang..sana ok sa skul..

kahapon magara e..mdame pding plastik sa plidig..mga nonbiodegradable na sumisira sa mbuti at mlinis na kapaligiran..hehe..pero masaya..craulo kasi c Macky e..saka gago c emman!..may mga cnsabi pang sa 4th year daw liligawan ako ng payat niyang kaibigan!..naknantinapay naman ano..wirdo kung wirdo ang pinagsasasabe e..ang nkaraan ay nakaraan na!...huwahat!?..haha..gago talga kasi c eMman e!..ang kakalase nameng out of school youth sabe ni Macky..hai..psok na nga ko..:D

uwi..uwi..

uwi nkong antipolo..

e anu naman diba..

wala..

naasar ako..

wala kasi kong oras..

uhm..

meron pla..

pero hindi sapat..

hindi ko alam kung masyado lang talga kong ginagawa o tanga lang talaga ko..

ewan ko..

meron ako..

masakit puson ko..

di ko pa tpos iprint ung xp ko pero uwi nkong anitpolo..

mei mga bitbit kasi kong mga bagay na maaring itago sa pantawag na jelai at potpot..

aun..

obligado kong umuwi kahit mei gagawen pko..

sabi ni nanay last week wag muna ko uuwi..

ewan ko lang ngaun kung anu na masasabi nia..

hai..

umuulan p..

malameg..

tpos ang mga besfrens nasa national lib nanaman..

di nanaman ako kasama..

plge nalan..

nalulungkot ako..

baliw ako e..

pero hindi ako bipolar..

malungkot lang..

:'(

maayos na blog..maayos na buhay!?..

maayos na blog ko..di na masakit sa mata..maayos nadin buhay ko..di na din masakit sa mata..nagaway si tita glenda saka si ninang..sa harap ko..sigawan ever ang drama..so..ndi pdin gnon kaayos..pero ok lang..maayos din nila un..pareho clang mei mga sarisariling arguments na for sue hindi nila ibaba to give way to the other..pataasan ng ihi yan..maayos na lang sa paglipas ng panahon..pero it won't be setled at ol..hanggang s magaway na lang sila ulit..anyway..may nagtext skin kgabe..ganito..

receptive aphasia: inability to comprehend spoken language and may suggest damage to the Wernicke's area..


example:

boy: i love you

girl: huh?!..

yan!..yan ung text nia..honestly..hindi ko alam kung ano ang receptive aphasia at ang Wernicke's area..it's just last night that i learned that Receptive aphasia is also known as Wernicke’s aphasia, fluent aphasia, or sensory aphasia in clinical neuropsychology and cognitive neuropsychology, that it is a type of aphasia often (but not always) caused by neurological damage to Wernicke’s area in the brain (Brodman area 22, in the posterior part of the superior temporal gyrus of the dominant hemisphere). This is not to be confused with Wernicke’s encephalopathy or Wernicke-Korsakoff syndrome. The aphasia was first described by Carl Wernicke and its understanding substantially advanced by Norman Geschwind. In popular culture it is known as the failure to communicate..


gling wiki ah..gling to sa wiki e..an gusto ko lang ipoint out..maameng maangas sa txt..mgawa lang na kakaiba ung message nila..pathetic ba yon o hindi!?..ewan ko..pero nun nabasa ko ung text napawhatever ako..pwede naman kasing sabihing may mga babaeng tanga na hindi maruning magrespond pag cnbihang i love you diba..pero syempre hindi niya un ginwa para nga catchy ung message niya..para daw hndi corny..


weird lang..ksi ang gara ng mga gnong text..masyadong magaling..masyadong madaming alam..hindi kinakaya ng mga unoxigenated blood ko na pumapasok sa aking superior vena cava..dadaan ng right atrium..ppsok sa tricuspid valve..tpos dadaan sa aortic valve at pupunta sa aorta then into the different parts of the body...?!...tama ba besfrens!?..last pa xe un e..di ko na alm..haha..ang alm ko lang..the obligation is extinguished if there is a fortuitous event..haha!..


makapagprint na nga ng xp..

di nko glet..

eto si apro..eto ang dahilan ng lahat ng kaguluhan sa mundong ibabaw..siya ang halimaw sa banga..ang pawis sa kilikiling maasim..ang nana sa sugat na maitim..ang bungi sa ngiping madilim..sa kinamalas malasan..nakasama nanaman namen sya..dahil prof nga namen sya ngaung sem..(ble..2nd sem third year..)..technically..dapat kasama namen sya evry monday at thursday..10:30 to 1:00..pero may mga pagkakataong wala sya..di ansasaya namen..pero it doesn't mean magpapabaya kme..ksi sbe nga ng besprens..nakakakaba na pag walang gingawa..khit tamad ako..sbi nila..nung umabsent nga ko..nfifil ko pdin namang dapat mei gingawa ako..

sa mga oras na to..since 3 dys na after ng nakagagalit na incident..ok nako..naicpan ko lang na iinvolve ang srili ko..makapag opinyon man lang..:D

nung thursday..nakaramdam ako ng glit..na..sa buong pagkatao ko..ayokong nararamdaman..pero madalas na..hindi ko na npipigilan..but i feel relieved everytime i say my arguments..and everytime i see people showing agreement na it's just right to be mad/angry..

ganto kasi ung mga dialogue na masasakit sa utak..pti sa aorta..na pinipilit kayanin ng superior vena cava ko..

Kc: bkit?..running for cum laude ba kayo para maging hinwance(yes!..Hinwance..wala syang arrrrrrrr!)..sa inyo si Bea?!...

--GIRL!..WALA KMENG PKI SA CUM LAUDE CUM LAUDE ISSUE MO!..COMING FROM YOU..WALA NANG RUNNING FOR LAUDE SA CLASS..SO BAKIT PA TAYO MAGPAPAKA BOBO E WALA NA NGANG GNON KATATALINO STEN!?..WHEN I SAY BOBO..I MEAN THOSE WHO LIMIT THEMSELVES TO JUST MERELY CHATTING WITH FRIENDS ABOUT HOW THEIR STUPID GIMIK WENT THE OTHER NIGHT..UNG PAGUUBOS NG ORAS SA PAGTAMBAY SA MGA BAKANTENG ROOMS O SA WEST PARA LANG MAGYOSI AT MAGPALIPAS NG ORAS..TIME WHICH COULD HAVE BEEN OF GREAT USE KUNG NAGAMIT TO FINISH LATE EXPERIMENTS!..

Jen: gusto ko lahat tayo gumraduate..kahit kanino mangyuari to..'yes' pdin ang vote ko..

TALAGA JEN!?..NARINIG KO KUNG PNO MO SABIHAN NG BOBO SI JUSTIN E..KUNG SI JUSTIN KAYA UN MAY GANYAN KA PADING OPINYON!?..UNG TOTOO LANG..UNG HINDI LANG PARA CONSISTENT KA SA SINASABI MO!?..INALIS MO PA UNG FRIENDSHIP..MAS MALUWAG TANGGAPIN SA PUSO KUNG SINABI MONG 'YES' KA TOGOTHER WITH YOUR REASONS DAHIL FRIEND MO SYA..ANG HIRAP LANG MANIWALA..KASI..KNOWING YOU FROM BEFORE..I'M SURE YOUR VOTE WOULD BE DIFFERENT..YOUR REASONING WOULD BE MORE JUSTIFIABLE AS COMPARED TO WHAT YOU HAD LAST THURSDAY..IBA LANG..DI NA IKAW..DI N KITA KILALA..IBA KA NA..WE'VEE GROWN APART..(HAHA!)

ian: ngsstrive sya..blah blah blah..ndepress sya nung nalaman niya blah blah blah..

TALAGA!?..NASAAN!?..NASAAN UNG EFFOR TO STRIVE..NASAAN UNG DEPRESSION!?..

Em: (ginaya si jen)..(iyak iyakan baga..)

NAMAN!..NAPAKA PATHETIC..MAGDRAMA BA!?..ISANG MLAKING KATATAWANAN KASI E..

Jade: blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah

madme syang nasbi..basta..sa tono ng mga sinasabi niya nung umpisa e maiisip ng kahit na sinong kausap niya na 'no' ang sgot niya..na glit sya at hindi sya pabor na tanggapin pa ang late experiments..pero ayan!..'yes' din ang sgot niya sa katapusan..nakakapanghinayang na guts..ilan lnag talaga ang tao sa mundo who can stand by what's been said..

magkakaiba nga siguro tayo ng view when it comes to friendship..pero di ba..it is very obvious naman that a friend's responsibility is to make the other friend realize the mistakes committed?!..to let them feel bad or depressed for the actions that caused negative impact to them even to others..because it is the only way to growth..hindi plageng pagtatakpan na lang natin sya para makalusot sa problema..dapat..bilang kaibigan..turuan natin sya on how to face the outcomes of every action and accept them at the same time move forward..para at the end of the day..the friendshp grows stronger and we become better individuals..

it's about time we grow..it's about time na magtrabaho naman tayo sa skwelahan..kung aywa niyo..hindi naman kayo pinipilit e..wag lang sana ung kakapalan mo pa ung muka para magkaron ka ng grade sa bgay na hndi mo naman binigyan ng atensyon kahit na minsan..pakatotoo ka nalng..anihin mo kung ano ung para sa'yo..kung wala kang maani..pagnilayan mo kung bakit..kung wala kang maaini..bkit di ka magtanim ulit!..gnon lang..ganyan lang ang buhay..wag kang lgeng paasa..ano crew ka na lng ng mcdo habang buhay!?..wag gnon..ausin mo buhay mo,..taas taasan mo pangarap mo..

eto na..for the third time..

pambaba na lang..bipolar ako e..konek!?..ewan..tulog nako..alam ko na pkiramdam ni chul habang naghahanap sya ng pics ni yamapi..i had the sme feeling..la!..gwapo e!..

ay kagwapong bata...haaaai.....

eto..isang gwapo..saka..isang cute..

hindi na pink..

o hindi na pink..muka nang..um!..jebs..buset talagang buhay to o..mukang engers e..wala nga pla kong pic ni yamapi dito ano..makapaglagay nga..

pink!?..muka ngang pink..

pisti!..mhay ghad pipol!..hehe..dme nyare nun mga araw a..tpos tong blog ko ay..pink.. an totoo nian e may nakita kong template na yamapi..e pang dito..sbe ko sakto..madownload nga..para maganda..tpos pagkalabas nun ichura ganto!..tindi ng kapangitan e!..di naman s pangit ung pink pero..sa buhay kasi..hindi maganda ung madame kang ineexpect expect na bagay..magiging tanga ka e..alam mu n!?..nakakapagpatanga un..mgmumuka kang tanga e..

potsa..es ben awayls..

bobo!?..potsa..eyt na asa skul pa ko..ttyp ako nan assignment ni lenlen..puro test neon araw..sempre pasado..e meron ako..potsa talaga un..tpos fon ko abnormal..tanga ka..penger tv..nuod ako dibidi..potsa..may tibi kme walang bidyo..potsa..may tibi ka..may bidyo..bigyan mu ko..ayaw mo!?..ok!..malabo..oo..uwi na ko..potsa..